Food For HAppineSS

Looking at this picture one might think am mad or may think that I love food so much that am keeping a picture of it even here,in my blog!! Well....not exactly,today me and shreyoshi were walking towards rashbehari by the sidewalks of southern avenue. To me its always a pleasure to walk with a friend who mostly has a mentality like I have. It adds to the sweet fun. Shreyoshi suddenly craved for tea...I was surprised at first then I gave in to her persuasion of having tea at a local cha stall(can't find a proper word). Well I won't say that I exactly Love having tea like this....but I like it... I find a sweet pleasure in it...(gachher niche ekta slab er opor boshe cha khaoyar ekta alada feeling ache). Well,I found the tea not at all good but the person who wanted to have tea,luckily, loved it! I complained to shreoyoshi that the cha-wala has put too much milk in it,but it went unheard. Then to improve my taste-buds I told her to come with me to Maharani tea and tiffin shop. Actually I love this shop right from when I started to eat shingara,kachuri,jalebi.......Shreo did'nt want to have either of the mouth-watering snacks...she opted for pantua! And my god how much she loved it..that she ate three of them![hahahaaaahaaaa] She was giggling cos she was being a glutton! I chose not to have sweets(typical of me)and had 2 kachuris(which me and shreo shared)and later had a shingara. The people of the streets and the dukanwala were practically gaping at us! As if we are aliens from other planet and we happen to love this food!!! I,being the person who is treating myself and shreo..was very happy with the food.But I also noticed few poor kids and people who wanted to have kachuris,but they did'nt have enough money to even buy it! Though it costs around 4 rupees! If I had enough money I would have definitely bought for them,atleast the kids.I saw the longing in their eyes,and the fact that they can't have it made it more evident! Returning home,was thinking of my childhood..how much I craved for this kind of food. And how again I have started to find simple happiness in these simple and sweet moments and happenings of life. Indeed,money can't buy Love or Happiness.

Finally A-Feel-Good hindi movie!!!

I dont wanna say too much of my crappy views....I just want to say that "People watch this movie" cos there are so many sweet moments and so many sweet characters and such a sweet Imran Khan in this film...that you just can't say no to this film....And yes....Kabhi Kabhi Aditi is one of the few songs which atually lifts you whenever U feel down.

Alright I know YOU guys must be thinking that why on earth was Love Story 2050 made! you know something we are a bit harsh to every newcomer in some way or the other....I mean Abhishek Bacchan's "refugee" was a bigger dud at the box office than this film...so why single out only harman baweja! He is not a star son...even if his dad is a producer..but is he that big a producer...no!!!! So its a normal debut of a normal guy....
His only mistake is that he looks like Hrithik ROshan. So what! Harman Baweja did not go to any acting school(as far as I know...I maybe wrong!!) but dude you cant just rule him out....and I want to tell some things...
1. blame the choreographers of giving harman baweja almost the same steps as Hrithik Roshan
2. blame the person who has written the dialogues..I mean in the scene where priyanka chopra gets hit by a truck and there is sure possibility that she will die...her boyfriend without being shocked is saying "Oh shit"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SLAP the writer!!
3. Anu Malik-goodness!! I mean seriously now it can be understood why the filmmakers nowadays approach all the other music directors and not Mr.Anu Malik
4. People will compare this film with kaho na pyaar hai.... and kkrish but that is expected. But harry baweja kind of ruined it because he wanted his son to be like hrithik roshan in the first attempt..which is not possible.
Now I want to say about how I liked this film since its my Blog....
I did not like the 1st half of the movie because the acting was silly but I liked the sweetness of the love story which could have been good if harman had not copied roshan in every single frame. But the 2nd half to me was a breather and I simply loved 2050!! I think its amazing how the bawejas did really think of showing this 2050 on the indian screen.I found a resemblance with the cartoon series "Jetsons" but I liked it. And yes I think the chemistry and the romance between harman baweja and priyanka chopra was really sweet and good. Not like the other couples of this industry!!! Now....I am really surprised that the critics who trash talk(almost always) about the newcomers forget that they kind of play the role of a "death eater" when a new movie releases and has a newcomer in it. Hrithik Roshan's first film was one of the films which had a huge impact...simply huge( I was mesmerised ) but then when his other films began to release the critics just ruled him out...not a single person was kind to him(except his dad) but whats the end result...he is now one of the best actors of this industry. Now the critics are praising him whatsoever. And what about Aby Baby.....all the films he was doing during his early days were flops...duds....but YUVA came and changed it all...... So guys give a chance to Harman Baweja because he really is not that bad...he is bad at Crying but he has just started man!! And really its not his fault that he has similarity with Hrithik Roshan..as harman said" ask my mom and dad not me!!!" Dont be so judgemental about anything in life....really...

after my trash talk I can say some really sweet things about this film:
1. BOO-the robotic teddy....no wonder priyanka chopra has kept it with her even after the film ended. BOO is soooooooo sweeeeeettttttt!!!!!
2.Winkie-Tinks..hand puppet or I dont know what exactly that is called but it was really sweet and simple.
3.THe dialogue..."I dont need Luck, I have Love" and am sure if a bigger star would have said this it was a sure shot hit dialogue!!!

as soon as I thought that Life is going to be peaceful......Life proved me wrong again.....

well...anything I say nowadays is just aaahhhh complaining about LIFE..
IT SUCKS!! trust me...I forgot that I have the full authority to control my life...!!!! D'uh

well I just want to run away to the beach....where I know that the waves will listen to me and they will be patient and will hear me....though the conversation will be a silent one...but good one....and I can gaze and let my thoughts wander around...with nothing to be afraid of~~~~ I am IMAGINATIVE!!! Its a crime I guess in this freaking practical world full of selfish..non-chalant...opportunistic people.....

but yes I am kinda lucky to have a wonderful Mother....to have few friends like Oindrilla...Sayoni..Arka n Arco....n Yudha too......they may not understand me...but they try....and am happy with that...only..

I have kind of vowed to myself about enjoying and studying simultaneously :) from 2nd year of my stupid college life...ohh and yes I have found three very sweet gals in my college who can be really helpful and good friends.....madhuparna..shreyoshi...and debjani...these three gals are different but they are really honest to themselves and to me....and I really like this.....

I have realised now that maybe there are misunderstandings and all boka boka stuff but you need to cling on to the friends....and maintain that....and in the process if you have to change your attitude towards life even a lil bit....I think its worth it.........

KKR LOSt ....~~~~~YeT AgAin~~~~~~

Why O why is this happening with him.....by "him" i mean shah rukh khan....
KKR lost again yesterday.....but due to sheer bad luck....oh i just want to kill dhoni at times...
this guy has some luck man!! I mean due to the wins he thinks he is the greatest captain of all times...even if he "shows" that he is humble....but is he???
Anyways I cant see him sad.....suddenly i feel that he should'nt have bought a team....suddenly i am angry on Dada....For once perform yaar! Ur home ground wants to see you all fired up! but alas...its not goin to happen....dunno.......

SRK......I kind of cried yesterday as his face was so solemn and sad.....he has to put up a happy face but inside we all are sad...and dejected and angry...

I just wish that KKR wins for SRK.......

MInD FuCKin G n MInd BLoWInG...PHobiA......EXAMS!!!

i just dont understand why this exam system is so popular in all the countries.....specially in INDIA.....Exam is the only measuring scale of a person's ability......its useless to discuss this topic...cos its not goin to leave us....till we leave them........{sigh}

one suggestion to Indian Education System......please introduce interesting ways of testing one's ability after 100 million years.......its a request.....

and to the CU administration board....please introduce open book exams!!!!!!!

~~~~~MY LOve LeT mE CRy~~~~~~~

let me cry please,
as I want you to feel my tears
and kiss away my pain.........
Let me cry...
As I want you to understand my tears,
The tears that screamed to be understood by you only....
The tears that were waiting for your hands and your kiss
Let them fall down my cheeks....as they want to be free......
Let me cry please,
As I want you to hold me...to embrace me....
Your Strong and Loving embrace will let me Cry in peace.....let me please......

LOneliNEss...My Take.....

It crawls up to you….slowly

It does not even make a sound…but you can feel it…

It silently says something in your ears…but you don’t want to understand those words….

It wraps it arms around you….it loves you….but you feel suffocated….

It makes you feel that you have no one in this earth..in this world…but yourself…and you believe that….

It accuses you of all the things happening around you..even if you don’t want to believe that….it forces you to believe….until you do….

You forget to acknowledge your qualities….but you want others to acknowledge it….

You think you are right always…but think again…are you?

It is an addiction…a habit…which can die hard….unless….

They say time makes us strong, time makes us forget things…

As the saying goes... Time is the best healer…..or is it?

Can we forget all the things…..can we forget what we have seen….felt..and experienced…

It does not makes us do that….it makes us torture ourselves more and more….until we die with it….we die with all of it….it never leaves us….it will never will…..it has come into many lives….destroyed some…gave a new life to some….but seldom made anyone happy…or should I say never can it make anyone happy……

BoNd oF love

I saw him when i was little, I did not realise who he was, I did not realise what he meant to me.. I did not realise how much love he has for me.. I saw him when I was a child, I did not realise his affection, I did not realise his care, I did not realise how much protective he was.... I saw him when I was young, I did not realize his anger.. I did not realize his loneliness.. I did not realize his solitude.. I lost him when I wanted to know him.... I lost him when I wanted him to protect me.. I lost him when I wanted him to guide me, I lost him when I wanted to love him..... I lost him when I wanted to protect him....I lost him when I wanted to give him all the possible happiness in the world... I lost him....I lost him..... Now I realize his anger,his solitude,his affection and his love.... But its too late.......too late.....

ThOUghtS.....

Walking lonely down the road...people come n people go.....its difficult to understand what people want from you..what they expect....but its more difficult what u want from life!
I feel happiness in sadness at times...loneliness has become a habit...when people need me am there for them or at least I try but when I need them I cant find any......I cry silently and wish for someone to ask me why I am crying but no one does.....I feel happy at times but I cant find any person worth sharing my happiness.....misunderstandings are always a part of life n love..but what happens when people almost everytime fail to understand you....your comments..yourr behaviour...more importantly u being yourself annoys them..disturbs them what do u do??
when u think that maybe u cant achieve what u want to achieve u feel broken from inside...the fear of failure tears u from inside...what happens when u cant live upto ur own expectations!!!...its scary really scary....
so in life...just being yourself doesnt help.....u need to b a lot more than that

Yes these are some of my thoughts…it may not be that important to anybody but its definitely important to me…..

LiFe.....

what is there to live in this ruthless world
what is there to hold me back......
what is there to cry for......
what is there to be faithful,
Because at all the faces I stare...
I see sadness,loneliness and incompetence.....
as I see the faces and eyes..I slowly realise that its a mirror
image of me,me and only me.........